>> 爱的鼓励!`

my aunt (表姨),
suffers from a brain stroke on 9 Sept 2009.
and she’s only 40.

when I get to know about this on Tuesday (13102009),
I simply couldn’t believe what I heard (from daddy)..
he told me that he wasn’t sure himself.
and I volunteered to find it out and get back to him..

I sms’ed my aunt,
hoping that she will reply me..
and I received a returned call from her (my phone displays her no.)
and the caller is my uncle (表姨丈)..
and he verified and confirmed that my aunt is admitted to the hospital..
I was shocked.
it was because,
I just saw her sometime in July..
without any signs of “danger”..

i quickly called my daddy to confirm the news..
and daddy told me to inform my grandma..
and my grandma told me to inform my 2 other aunts..

went to the hospital yesterday at about 12pm and 7pm..
and today,
went to the hospital at about 12pm..

Just simply couldn’t believe my eyes when I see her..
went I saw my 姨婆, i almost couldnt recognise her.
she looks so haggard..
when my 姨婆 saw me and my daddy,
she broke down..
relating how heart-wrenching to see her daughter in such a state.

i comfort 姨婆, telling her that we will always be there for her..
daddy told 姨婆 that she can feel free to contact him when she needs help..

tml, I will be going down to the hospital with my god-ma..
and will be visiting as and when time permits..

would like to apologies to some group of friends..
cos of this,
i have to cancel some gatherings..
as I need to travel between school, work and hospital..
but I believe after some time,
I will be able to fork out some time for dearie friends.. ^^

thanks for all the understanding and support!
表姨! must jia you!
we all love you and hope that you will get well soon..
Pin Quan and Pin Yun are still waiting for their mummy to go home  =)
not to worry,
I will drop by your place every now and then to look after them..
so that 表姨丈 can have more concentration to juggle between hospital and work..
千万别放弃~ 要勇敢地活下去！我们会陪你的！

>> In Loving Memory..`

Muffin and Put-put have passed away
earlier this morning at 1am plus.
although they haven’t been with the family for a long time,
but we are rather sad when they’re gone.

have made picture collages,
to have a memory of them..

>> A good month?`

Is April a good month?
it seems that many misfortune or unlucky incidents/disaster…
is looming over us.

first,
the hot weather..
accompanied by sudden downpour,
and strong gust of wind with speed of 83km/hr.

second,
the swine flu..
with the virus attacking..
human-to-human.

third,
received a sms from Bestie-Joan.
with the news of Charlene’s Dad demise.
attended the wake.

fourth,
my dear Muffin passed away too.
still couldn’t figure out what went wrong.
with Ronald and Sis’ help,
we buried Muffin outside my “Little White House”.
hoping that he can be our Guardian Angel.

不开心的事情..
一而再, 再而三的发生
有点感慨..

可是
我们的一生就是如此
有起起落落
我们都会体会到
喜`怒`哀`乐..

还真的是
人生无常
现在能够体会到
珍惜身边的人, 事, 物..

>> Glad to know that…`

yesterday,
is my 3rd time going to SPCA volunteering to walk the doggies.
within that 3 times in SPCA,
have encountered 2 puppies being adopted.
am very very happy for them.
Way to go, Mac and Jill..
and and and.. Tin Tin is pending for adoption too.
Glad to know that you’ve found a good owner to take care of you.

it’s such a pity that those older and bigger-sized dogs were not considered to be adopted.
at least that’s what my daddy thinks.. or rather, what the public think so.
usually, when people start considering to rear a pet at home,
they would start off with a puppy..
that’s exactly what my family is thinking of too.
therefore, those abandoned older and bigger-sized dogs at the shelter,
i personally feel that they are actually counting their remaining days..

however, as long as we take them out for a walk,
and show them that there are still people here at SPCA to care for and look after them,
i believe their existence is worthwhile..
am really sad for them..
especially when they look at me with their eyes.
somehow, can see the sad and pathetic look in them..
they are yearning for care and love from people around them..

i happen to encounter a dog – Darren..
he’s been abused by his owner before he was sent to SPCA.
now, he has a phobia against strangers.
whenever “new” people go near him,
he will bare his teeth and growl..
this has never happen to other animals in the shelter before.
seeing Darren behaving like this, my heart turns sour..

there isn’t anything i can do, except to bring them out for walks..
showing them care and concern,
and play with them whenever I can..

People out there,
it’s not their choice to be at the animal shelter.
they are abandoned there by their owners..
they are well deserved of your care and concern more than some mankind out in the society doing harm..
if you wanna do your part in helping these animals,
you may visit the SPCA’s website at www.spca.org.sg

Thanks!!

Happy National Day (2008) Singapore!

yossie!!

today is Singapore’s 43rd Birthday!!
Happening siah!!

08082008 – Olympics Opening, Beijing
09082008 – National Day, Singapore

thinking back,
there are also some happenings around us that give us the shudder in the shoulder.

the earthquake in Sze Chuan, Taiwan, Japan
the floods.
the typhoon..
all the natural disasters..

080808 – all the 8s.
supposed to be an auspicious number.
but somehow,
doesn’t seem to bless the mankind with good luck.

hopefully,
after this Olympics,
all the bad will be ward off,
and the good luck will come to us  =D

chaining up Jams Tsiao’s Album Song Titles`

记得刚抱你回家的时候，能够感觉到你的不安。
谁都能理解那是因为你到了一个新环境。
你的出现，带给大家不少欢笑和快乐。
你就像穿着《王子的新衣》一样，没有隐藏地和我们相处。

每当我很《Blues》，《我在哭》的时候，你会默默地坐在我身边。
虽然一句活都没说，但是我感觉得到你的温柔体贴。
到了夜里，你就像警犬一样，
《奋不顾身》地在最前线，帮我们守着这个家。

日子久了，大家都习惯了你的存在。
显然地把你当作是理所当然。
渐渐的，我们的距离自然而然的没比从前近。

现在，你已经离我而去。
我很后悔当初为什么不花多一点时间陪你。
你现在应该是孤零零一个吧！

如果时间能够倒流，如果你还《活着》的话，
我决不会像从前那样对你。
我会更加《疼爱》你，把你当成是我生命的一部分。

可惜，一切都太迟了，说了这么多也于事无补了。
因为，你到了一个很远很远的地方，过着另一种生活。
可是，和你在一起的回忆，我会《收藏》在我心里。

请你《原谅我》的自私，不能给你幸福。
我《多希望你在》我身边，陪着我度过我生命里的喜怒哀乐及酸甜苦辣，
让你体会到一个幸福的家的感觉是什么。
这些种种美好的回忆，会《一辈子存在》我的脑海里。

a memorial of my pet dog: BLACKIE.

Blackie, you will always be in my heart.
Blackie, I LOVE YOU!!!

today is 1 July 2008`

it’s the beginning of the new month.
and the roster for July is out..
took a look at it..
whoot!!
“heavy-duty”

almost everyday have to make a trip down to the clinic.
due to the demise of Samuel Wee..
my colleague is unable to work at the Toa Payoh branch.
she will be reminded of the memories that her son left her.
the clinic is situated very near the location of the unfortunate incident.

while she will be working at the other branches (either Simei or Jurong)..
I will be covering her morning and afternoon shifts in July,
until she’s ready to re-join us again.

事情都到了这个地步，我总不能计较这么多吧！
已经有不幸的事发生了，能帮忙就帮忙， 能尽一份力就尽量。
在这个时候，她需要的是大家的支持。

偏偏就有人说风凉话。
on sunday, there’s a patient whose surname is Kee.
when my colleague is registering him to see the doctor,
he asked,” 那个谁的儿子跳楼 ah?”
i was stunned. dunno how to react.
den my colleague, Sharon reacted very PR-ly.
she said,”Uncle, 你是来看医生的hor, 其他的事就不要问了hor.”

that’s not all..
after Kee’s card is out after approval by the Dr. Tan,
we noticed that Doc Tan don’t approve of him getting the cough tablet.
so we gave him the rest of the medicine,
and also explain to him that we can’t dispense the cough tablet because the doc don’t approve it.
guess what Kee said?
“等一下吃了不会好我也要去跳楼了”
oh my god.. how can he 拿别人的伤心事当玩笑这样说?
i am so pissed off lorh..
going to lose my control over it.
den Sharon reprimanded him..
“Uncle, 饭可以乱吃，话不可以乱讲”
don’t he feel embarrassed?

no one in the clinic ever brought up this matter.
knowing that this is not a joke.
a very sad tragedy that no one will hope it will happen to anybody.
but Kee can still joke about it..

yesterday,
i related this incident to Doc Tan..
and he’s so angry.
not because we didnt inform him immediately of what Kee has said.
but because he shared the same sentiments as most educated and sensitive people around would feel..

we are all sad by what had happened,
and tried our best to help each other out..
therefore, when he knows that someone is out there saying nasty things,
i believe, anyone who has feelings will be angry with what Kee has said.

well, although i will be busy for the month,
but i will try my best to find time for friends and family..
through this incident,
i know i have to cherish my loved ones.
who knows what will happen in future?
i don’t want to live in regrets.

我.难过`

事情发生得太突然了。
我无法接受。
听到这个消息时，
我顿时愣住了！
“怎么可能？” 真的假的？”

“Jany 的儿子刚刚 commit suicide.”
“huh? how come? 这么sudden… den how?”
“think we have to cover her for about 1 month, that’s what Dr Tan says.”
“oOh.. ok, no problem.. 能帮多少就帮多少. 儿子多大了？”
“14 years old. Sec 2.”

and so on..

我完全没办法相信我所听到的一切。
只能够尽量帮助那位同事。
千言万语不如两个字 – 节哀

以下是从新动网所拿到的资料：

here’s the link to the news report:
http://www.xin.sg/article.php?article=20353&category=75

i’m troubled. but what is it?

yesterday night,
toss and turn in bed.
can’t get to sleep.
there’s something troubling me.
tried to think of the possible causes.

e.g.
results,
THAT old man,
my hamsters,
laptop,
money,
eCR,
modules to take next academic year,
guessing what time is Joanna popping over,
planning what time to meet Joan to go over to Junie’s house on sat.
etc etc etc

but none of the above ease the troubled feeling i have.
just simply can’t relax.
or is it that the heart just beat faster?
cos had mocha in the afternoon..
due to the caffeine?
seriously had no idea.

dun like the feeling of having something in mind,
but don’t know what is it.
(明明知道有事情困扰着，但是不知道是哪件事)
it’s like i remember i need to do something, but i forget what is it.
believe most will experience this.
not a good and nice feeling, eh?

am i giving myself unnecessary stress and pressure?
am i thinking too much?
maybe i should jot down my feelings every now and then in this blog,
so that i wont bottle everything in me.

told my pal Junie about this troubled feeling.
receive assurance from her to relax and not to think much.
thanks Junie for the “big hug”.
like i’ve mentioned to you,
maybe i’m over excited about ur birthday party.
ahahaha..

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