today is 1 July 2008`

July 1, 2008 at 2:46 pm (Emotions - Sad) (, , , , )

it’s the beginning of the new month.
and the roster for July is out..
took a look at it..
whoot!!
“heavy-duty”

almost everyday have to make a trip down to the clinic.
due to the demise of Samuel Wee..
my colleague is unable to work at the Toa Payoh branch.
she will be reminded of the memories that her son left her.
the clinic is situated very near the location of the unfortunate incident.

while she will be working at the other branches (either Simei or Jurong)..
I will be covering her morning and afternoon shifts in July,
until she’s ready to re-join us again.

事情都到了这个地步,我总不能计较这么多吧!
已经有不幸的事发生了,能帮忙就帮忙, 能尽一份力就尽量。
在这个时候,她需要的是大家的支持。

偏偏就有人说风凉话。
on sunday, there’s a patient whose surname is Kee.
when my colleague is registering him to see the doctor,
he asked,” 那个谁的儿子跳楼 ah?”
i was stunned. dunno how to react.
den my colleague, Sharon reacted very PR-ly.
she said,”Uncle, 你是来看医生的hor, 其他的事就不要问了hor.”

that’s not all..
after Kee’s card is out after approval by the Dr. Tan,
we noticed that Doc Tan don’t approve of him getting the cough tablet.
so we gave him the rest of the medicine,
and also explain to him that we can’t dispense the cough tablet because the doc don’t approve it.
guess what Kee said?
“等一下吃了不会好我也要去跳楼了”
oh my god.. how can he 拿别人的伤心事当玩笑这样说?
i am so pissed off lorh..
going to lose my control over it.
den Sharon reprimanded him..
“Uncle, 饭可以乱吃,话不可以乱讲”
don’t he feel embarrassed?

no one in the clinic ever brought up this matter.
knowing that this is not a joke.
a very sad tragedy that no one will hope it will happen to anybody.
but Kee can still joke about it..

yesterday,
i related this incident to Doc Tan..
and he’s so angry.
not because we didnt inform him immediately of what Kee has said.
but because he shared the same sentiments as most educated and sensitive people around would feel..

we are all sad by what had happened,
and tried our best to help each other out..
therefore, when he knows that someone is out there saying nasty things,
i believe, anyone who has feelings will be angry with what Kee has said.

well, although i will be busy for the month,
but i will try my best to find time for friends and family..
through this incident,
i know i have to cherish my loved ones.
who knows what will happen in future?
i don’t want to live in regrets.

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我.难过`

June 27, 2008 at 11:07 pm (Emotions - Sad) (, , , , )

事情发生得太突然了。
我无法接受。
听到这个消息时,
我顿时愣住了!
“怎么可能?” 真的假的?”

“Jany 的儿子刚刚 commit suicide.”
“huh? how come? 这么sudden… den how?”
“think we have to cover her for about 1 month, that’s what Dr Tan says.”
“oOh.. ok, no problem.. 能帮多少就帮多少. 儿子多大了?”
“14 years old. Sec 2.”

and so on..

我完全没办法相信我所听到的一切。
只能够尽量帮助那位同事。
千言万语不如两个字 - 节哀

以下是从新动网所拿到的资料:

here’s the link to the news report:
http://www.xin.sg/article.php?article=20353&category=75

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i’m troubled. but what is it?

June 5, 2008 at 9:11 am (Emotions - Sad) ()

yesterday night,
toss and turn in bed.
can’t get to sleep.
there’s something troubling me.
tried to think of the possible causes.

e.g.
results,
THAT old man,
my hamsters,
laptop,
money,
eCR,
modules to take next academic year,
guessing what time is Joanna popping over,
planning what time to meet Joan to go over to Junie’s house on sat.
etc etc etc

but none of the above ease the troubled feeling i have.
just simply can’t relax.
or is it that the heart just beat faster?
cos had mocha in the afternoon..
due to the caffeine?
seriously had no idea.

dun like the feeling of having something in mind,
but don’t know what is it.
(明明知道有事情困扰着,但是不知道是哪件事)
it’s like i remember i need to do something, but i forget what is it.
believe most will experience this.
not a good and nice feeling, eh?

am i giving myself unnecessary stress and pressure?
am i thinking too much?
maybe i should jot down my feelings every now and then in this blog,
so that i wont bottle everything in me.

told my pal Junie about this troubled feeling.
receive assurance from her to relax and not to think much.
thanks Junie for the “big hug”.
like i’ve mentioned to you,
maybe i’m over excited about ur birthday party.
ahahaha..

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doom for the stats paper

May 9, 2008 at 2:23 pm (Emotions - Sad) (, )

shats lah.
40 marks gone for sure for the stats paper..
my section B hor, use wrong concept siah.
think only the stem-and-leaf display will earn me some pathetic marks only.

passing mark is 34% leh
now left with 26 more marks for the examiner to kill me.
how ah?
siao liao lah..

Bernard Ong!!
all your fault lah..
if i need to repeat for this module,
i dun want to see you next academic year siah..
sickening one lorh..

hais.
hope can pass this paper lorh.
boo-hoo-hoo.

next two papers are killers siah..
god bless me with good memory..  =)

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